I used to feel my canvas lacked depth, volume or spirit.
It was present, but not present, if you know what mean?
It lacked meaning and didn’t add to any kind of speech
so it looked just like it had ever sounded: Silent.
I tried many kind of techniques.
Overcompensating
Invisibility
Changing color, shape or form
Looking up to all the queens in our history
But I never found the resemblance I seeked.
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